it's been a week

I don't think I have cried so much over school as I have this week. I think I might be going insane! One thing I can't seem to figure out on my own, is if I'm crying over school, is it really what I should be doing? I don't know but I guess we'll see :P

The Last Song was soo good! sad but good...

Happy Easter...

...& Glad Påsk!

My Day...

It was my last day spent with my grandmother in Texas & we were able to spend it in the warmth of the Texas sun. I'm just happy that I will be able to see her soon again. After she left I watched ONE episode of Hoarders on A&E and went into panic mode. I have the same problems the people had in the episode. I have a really difficult getting rid of things, so i went through a bunch of piles of, excuse my language, Shit, and threw away alot of it. It felt great for it to leave. It just takes up space and once it hides somewhere in my closet I forget about it. Oh, and I did sucky homework, and it will continue into the Easter celebration tomorrow, Fun fun....

Pretty much exactly what it looked like today if we had a palm tree outside our house ;)

Motivated!

There are some things I'm struggling with right now, well just two, with one of them passing my history class. I might not be having a life for a while. I might have to push myself to an extreme for myself to pass this semester, and I need to if I want to stay at UTA! F.M.L.!!! This is Crazy!

I randomly found this video and it really motivated me.

Check it Out----> Your Three Words: Darker My Love's

Good Friday

Friends from Connecticut came over to share Good Friday with us. We shared bruschetta, Lamb(with the greatest sauce EVER) and fruit salad, soooo good. I can't even remember the last time we had a dinner party that nice at our house. It's almost ridiculous. We all had a great time, and it's always fun to catch up. I recently just learned that around 40 years ago in Sweden on Good Friday, that you couldn't do anything. My mom said even my grandmother didn't do anything on that day (there is never a moment where you will see her "taking a break"). Fact of the Day.

Fruit Salad

Bruschetta (before being heated) :P

Damerna :D

The Table. SO cute!

A Great Night with Great People!

April Fools!

HAHA...So not funny! I fall for almost anything, here are some that I fell for:

• A friend sent a text saying she fell from the second story of a building and went to the hospital and would not be able to make it to class.
• My history professor told my class that "on this day 80 years ago that spaghetti had been invented to grow from trees."
• My Best Friend said that she was engaged to her boyfriend.
• A guy tweeted sayed JOKINGLY: I killed a guy today, april fools! It was a girl. (not really funny to be honest, but it was clever.)

Are you ready for my terrible April Fools Joke?

I went with a friend to be with her while giving blood. Right before I left I thought it would be funny to pretend that I gave blood. So the nurse was willing to help me by wrapping my arm...I got home 6 hours later and told my grandmother and my mom that I had given blood. There reaction wasn't what I was expecting. My mom told me that I shouldn't wear the bandage around my arm for so long. And my grandmother kept saying how proud she was of me. I felt terrible trying to explain that I never gave blood in the first place and that it was just an april fools prank. Well its official, I suck at April Fool's Jokes :P

Speeches & See You Laters

I gave my speech yesterday and it didn't completely suck..and how do I know this? Good Question! My teacher records us doing the speech in front of the entire class, and sends it home with us to watch it :D It's so uncomfortable to see yourself stutter. I think I focused more on how terrible my hair looked though. Probably not exactly what she wanted me to focus on.

I'm extremely sad, btw.

My grandmother is leaving to go back to Sweden tomorrow! SUCKS!!!!

Oh, how I Love Her!

OMG!

The feeling in the pit of my stomach sucks! One quiz that I have studied very minimal for and a speech that I have worked on for way to long-and it's ALL due tomorrow....does not feel good...at all , but the feeling when its all done will be fantastic. There will most definitely be a lil bit of celebrating going on.

Here is a song of how I feel, well not really, but its fun that its called OMG! hihi